Did I do the right thing by blocking my EX FP?

2022.01.28 21:34 ZELDASDEAD007 Did I do the right thing by blocking my EX FP?

I recently got in touch with my ex from 22 years ago. I only been in 1 other relationship in my life which lasted the whole 22 years we were apart. Now that my 22 year relationship is ending, I started thinking about my EX who I really loved and because I have BPD will always love. When I got back in touch with him he was so happy to hear from me. He explained to me that he had a baby on the way. He said that him and the BM had broken up. Apparently, she had said some really disturbing things about his mom (who passed a way) and his oldest daughter. These things that was said was in a sexual context which included him. Even though she said these things she still was the one who dumped him. I encouraged him to work it out with her (for his daughter sake) but he insisted that it was over. We started texting and talking everyday. It was just like old times. He asked can we meet but I always told him to have his baby first. My reasoning for this is: Maybe when the baby is born his BM will change her mind. The baby can open doors that he thought was closed. He kept saying that it’s over. Eventually, we started talking about love. I let him know that I still loved him and he told me the same thing. However, I still had anger towards him because things that he said before. I got mad at him because I felt like he had all these other relationships since me and he took a lot of crap from these woman that he didn’t take from me. In fact he was very harsh to me. I blocked him because he started playing jealously games. But I missed him so I unblocked him and messaged him. I apologized and I told him that I hope we can still be friends. He sent me a picture of him and his new born daughter and I freaked out. I was so happy and I kept messaging him but he didn’t respond and I started to think that he wasn’t messaging me because he had got back with the baby mother. I got scared that he will be leaving me. I didn’t want to start texting and calling him like crazy so I blocked him again. This is driving me crazy. I feel like if he really cared he will find away to contact me. Should I unblock him and message him or should I stay away and give him, BM, and baby time to be a family?
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2022.01.28 21:34 cacacacan Damn rip

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2022.01.28 21:34 Iodicacid Posting here so you guys can vote Chad

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2022.01.28 21:34 -adventurecyclist- First workshop-worthy build - DC-XT 529 Multi-Role - 100% Vanilla

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2022.01.28 21:34 fallenlegend117 Why was i born if i'm not able to afford a home?

Seriously why. it is an ass backwards world that brings forth children and from the moment we step out the womb we have been exploited, manipulated, coerced and shamed in every way imaginable. I have been homeless, forced into debt by society, betrayed, and manipulated from day one. I have done nothing but be respectful to people and this is what i get. Life use to be so full of meaning when i was a kid but society turned me into a robot like the rest of them toiling in the filth for the scraps 40 hours a week day in and day out. The days are starting to blend together and i am stuck in no mans land. Can't even afford a friggin house unless i miraculously come up with a quarter of a million dollars. and then society has the audacity to ask me why i don't have kids yet. Everyone is out for themselves and have no such time to hear the issues of their fellow man. The people that screw over everyone the most are rewarded and propped up as saviors while the people who give everything are treated like a deplorable sub-species.
Life is one giant dream and it is a lie. might as well be the coked up imagination of a crackhead. that is how messed up this shit is. No sense or reasoning to speak of and it only gets worse by the second. If an astroid hit the planet and wiped out 100% of humanity i would stand up and applaud it with a standing ovation. We are selfish, entitled, egotistical sociopathic swindlers who have a track record of hypocrisy, violence and deceit. we have utterly morphed our reality into a monstrous hell hole in which happiness is all but impossible and comfort is all but a luxury of generations past. If you are not constantly working to make some rich asshole richer than it is you that are lazy and if you drop dead or severely injure yourself due to stroke or heart attack it is you that is "unprepared" and god forbid the country you have been paying taxes in, living in and pledging allegiance to has to foot any bills. how on gods earth will they be able to bail out the corporations with the next trillion dollar payments or invade the next country in the middle east?
And the sad thing is people do not even realize how bad things are we are literally a half generation away from reaching critical mass where the system literally implodes in on itself. people are actually still continuing their lives as normal as their adult children are indefinitely stuck at home forever hoping for a housing crash that will never come while conglomerates like black rock and overseas investors buy up every single peice of property left in america so they can jack up prices and rent it out as vacation homes to other rich assholes. We have no value and we have no purpose. Just expendable pawns to make our overlords lives a life of comfort and ease on our time, our lives and our dignity. Nothing matters because you will never be able to afford a life of your home. Endlessly stuck as a drifter in a vacuum in a country that could care less if you rot and died because it would mean one less mouth to feed.
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2022.01.28 21:34 Aleksz_ What piano model is this?

What piano model is this?

Hi. The guy playing the instrument is kyle landry from youtube. I think its his first piano? Atleast thats the first piano he played on when he uploaded his piano songs, and the piano sounds amazing. Does anyone recognize this piano model? Thx
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2022.01.28 21:34 RedditZenon Which docking station do I buy with this laptop so I can connect two screens to it?

Laptop: Acer Nitro 5 AN517-52-75N1 i7-10750H 16GB
It seems like the USB-C port on the laptop doesn't support video signal, am I correct?
Is it even possible to have two screens connected to this one?
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2022.01.28 21:34 NaffGaines Savant - Punch

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2022.01.28 21:34 MugShots LVMPD Traffic Alert

LVMPD Traffic Alert ACCIDENT (TRAFFIC) E SAHARA AVE / ATLANTIC ST 1/28/2022 4:10:49 PM incident #LLV220100111771
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2022.01.28 21:34 HiGhRoLLeR5654 H: artistocrats 25ffr 15fr / Be15 harpoon W: AAE laser or a JE laser

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2022.01.28 21:34 booshippl Just got in today, Sing! I think this is an older steelbook, but I wanted to go ahead and get it before Sing 2 got a steelbook.

Just got in today, Sing! I think this is an older steelbook, but I wanted to go ahead and get it before Sing 2 got a steelbook. submitted by booshippl to Steelbooks [link] [comments]

2022.01.28 21:34 Simonbargiora If a movie like Threads had been done for the long term effects of nuclear attack on New York city what would it have shown in comparison to Sheiffeld?

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2022.01.28 21:34 EarthBees Having these 3 mods won't cause me to lose my save?

Hello! New to this game I saw there is few mods to adds to get a better experience. As a newbie, I wanted to know If I can add these mods to a current save without losing my actual save and restart from the beginning ?

(I can have these 3 mods without losing my save ?)
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2022.01.28 21:34 Grouchy-Law-5358 Basil marihuano

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2022.01.28 21:34 Rsherga Topology assistance for dedicated VPN PC and static routing for select devices.

(I have also posted this on VPN, but realized that might not be the most appropriate sub.)
Hey folks. So I have one routeWAP, and three more WAPs on my LAN. What I'd like is the following topology, but can't wrap my head around the right way to do it or if there's a better way.
-Every device on my LAN sends traffic to default gateway at router that is connected to the modem. (So, the usual.)
-Static route only for specific devices from there to a PC, which is running VPN software.
-The PC then sends the traffic over VPN, back through the router which goes out to the modem.
I'm sure there's a more elegant solution, but I already have all the hardware and the PC is just a custom built win10 htpc that is rarely used. It has two gigabit ports, so it shouldn't be halving the bandwidth. The additional difficulty would be ensuring only internet-bound traffic is routed this way, so local traffic doesn't have to traverse it. Although that might just not be possible, and I may be ok with that.
Some specs:
Primary router - Netgear RAX50S
WAPs - Netgear R7000, EX7000, XR1000
The XR1000 isn't my primary anymore because DumaOS is easily the worst router OS I have ever encountered, and they should recall all units. Anyway....
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2022.01.28 21:34 CrowieFlowie Hard top or soft top? Also average prices for hardtops?

I just recently had a guy come up to me to say that he wanted to trade his softtop for mine and he would put up some cash. My hardtop is in relatively good shape and I do like driving with the top down. Worth it or na?
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2022.01.28 21:34 Content-Print72 Giving credit where it’s due: NSW Vaccination Hubs are awesome

Feels like the only thing we did right this pandemic are the hubs and the people who work there.
I went with a relative in Melbourne to get their booster at a local GP and it was horrible -20 people in a cramped unventilated waiting room, 1 rushing nurse, no observation area.
Here in NSW, I took my dad to get his booster and it was just such a well oiled machine. We needed an interpreter and everything but we were still in and out in 30min.
I’ve raved about the staff at the hubs before, and I’ll do it again: you guys are the some of the best people we have in Sydney. Wishing you all the health and happiness in the world because you guys deserve it.
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2022.01.28 21:34 Jacalrylu Best schools around Huntersville?

Hello. We are looking into moving to the area. We have 4 children, ages ranging from 8-14. Can some experienced parents out there help us find some good school districts?
I can only see statistics and anonymous ratings, etc. online and I’d really like to hear from those with some helpful information.
We’d want to be within 40-50 minutes of Huntersville ideally, but we can go a little further if it’s worth it for the schools.
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2022.01.28 21:34 mossbb buying items!

limit: 1.195m
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2022.01.28 21:34 krustysocks6666 H: VE1A Gat p W: pricecheck nd possibly trade

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2022.01.28 21:34 idontmeanmaybe This correction is mild

I saw in another post people were saying this isn’t a once in a lifetime correction, but it’s certainly unusual or a more than mild move. Let’s put it in context:
The last month’s market down move ranks 119th in one month down moves (since 1986) and is a 1.9 standard deviation move. That qualifies it as mild in my book.
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2022.01.28 21:34 60fuckinshooters What are these small white dots in my bioactive vivarium? i feel like it could be a mold but i just really hate the look of it. can i get rid of it?

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2022.01.28 21:34 Keltik Todd Rundgren - It Wouldn't Have Made Any Difference

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2022.01.28 21:34 DominusEstSatietatis 24th STS & a Love for Quad Nods

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2022.01.28 21:34 bewarethechameleon what's the most solid airtight fact no one can disprove?

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