really fucking sad

2022.01.27 21:18 Comfortable_Face_571 really fucking sad

in short: i really miss my grandma who just passed away & wish my ex was here to comfort me, making me miss him too.
it's been no contact for a long long long time. but i still miss him, still cry over him, still have the same feelings i had for him since we met and since we started dating.
i know that in part, it's my lack of self worth, lack of self esteem. thinking i'll never have a relationship that was as healthy as that one, that i won't feel that kind of happy every again.
last week, i lost my grandmother that i've lived with for 30 years & was a caregiver during her last years with dementia. i'm reeling from that loss, & it's bringing up how much i also miss him & how i wish he was here.
i was set to go on a date sometime after the funeral with a guy i've been talking to for the last few months & we were going to meet for the first time. he knew my grandma had just passed, that i was going to be MIA, but he got salty about it anyway & tried to pick a fight while i was driving to my grandma's funeral.
that brought up my low sense of self worth, altho i know that i'm better off without him. more like, "why is it that i can't get someone Good again?" it's been nothing but toxic guys, guys who just end up wanting sex, guys that straight up disrespect and overstep the boundaries i set. the bar is already set so low, & so far no one's met it.
then i end up thinking i'm just being stuck up, my standards are too high, i'm must look easy and vulnerable.
at the end of the day, i miss HIM, & all my dreams are about him, & i spend my time trying to forget him & trying to find some sort of reason that he wasn't a good fit for me.
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2022.01.27 21:18 DominikWaBlue [No spoiler] Hi everyone. So i got a little bit of inspiration at 12pm and i made this. It doesn't look exactly how i would like it to look but let's just say i did this in about 1h. Any other creatures to draw next time?

[No spoiler] Hi everyone. So i got a little bit of inspiration at 12pm and i made this. It doesn't look exactly how i would like it to look but let's just say i did this in about 1h. Any other creatures to draw next time? submitted by DominikWaBlue to subnautica [link] [comments]


2022.01.27 21:18 Apart-Wave-2490 grocery assistance

21, Recently lost employement bc of hours being cut. trying to find any employement but not hearing anything back, waiting on my taxes to be approved and sent back.. im even trying to sell my items off locally.. Havent eaten since about the 23rd Besides gum and water.. i dont need alot, and i can walk to a dollar store and get basics, Anything honestly helps.
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2022.01.27 21:18 electriclove9 Is there any way to get a Chromebook to print to a Canon ImageClass MF733CDW?

I'm using an Acer Chromebook Spin.
When I try to add a Printer, my Canon shows up in the list with a Set up button. I click that and it pops up the Advanced printer configuration dialog saying that the printer cannot be configured automatically. In the lists provided, there are no Image Class options and selecting something else does not work.
I found this link and confirmed that Mopria is indeed on: https://support.usa.canon.com/kb/index?page=content&id=ART177336
Any ideas?
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2022.01.27 21:18 sweetmilfs21 A Pure Milf with incredible legs!!!!!

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2022.01.27 21:18 PackersFan4L Get Back To Work!

This is just my opinion, but the timing of a market crash and the debacle with this sub makes me think the guys partying on their yachts need their slaves back....
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2022.01.27 21:18 One_Total902 Just a lovely talk between Logan and Raven. Cutest couple I've ever seen!

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2022.01.27 21:18 HaXxXoVtotheZ New trending GIF on Giphy

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2022.01.27 21:18 mikeymonyc New all terrain tires on the 2021 CX-5 🙂 Falken Wildpeak A/T Trail. Bumped up the size to 245/55r19.

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2022.01.27 21:18 dsenyaw taking mgy380/381 after taking mgy377/378

on the course description it says the lecture courses are co-requisite for the lab courses, but could I take the lab courses next year if I took mgy377 and 378 this year?
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2022.01.27 21:18 EstablishmentShort36 this what we went with, thanks for the feedback. what you guys think?

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2022.01.27 21:18 Mike-the-gay I spilt some aluminum during my last casting and ended up with a girlfriend.

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2022.01.27 21:18 theirishembassy PS4 controller / button mapping

hey all - sorry if you've heard this one a million times but i don't know where else to turn and i've been searching for about an hour.
steam says my PS4 controller is connected. i've got the perfect project zomboid PS4 controller setup applied. the game recognizes i have a PS4 controller in the options screen, but i can't get it to work!
this is literally the second game i've ever downloaded on steam so i'm not super familiar with it, but everything i've read and seen says it should be working. any help you can provide would be greatly appreciated.
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2022.01.27 21:18 NewsElfForEnterprise Strategas' Chris Verrone charts 2 opportunity plays

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2022.01.27 21:18 Hiking_Cat Advice on finding a rare book?

If there is a better subreddit for this question, I would appreciate it if you could point me in that direction.
I’m trying to find the book “The Man Who Stole The Plans Of The Luftwaffe” by Jacques Barroux and Dorice Barroux Lindsay. (Link to the out-of-stock Amazon copy below.) It was originally published in French and we would take a French copy too.
It’s written by and about my great-great uncle and my mother (who is in her 70s) just found out this book exists and wants a copy. Any suggestions on where to look or how to find this book would be much appreciated.
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2022.01.27 21:18 AutoNewspaperAdmin [World] - Five Great Reads: Jordan Peterson fact-checked, Covid denialists’ utopia and pandemic sex | Guardian

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2022.01.27 21:18 Music931 Atlantic Ocean - Waterfall (Original Netherlands Mix)

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2022.01.27 21:18 Adventurous-Fly5248 Help

Can anyone suggest me some legit escorts or websites for Tbilisi??? Idk how these things are here....are people comfortable??? And is there anything that ik looking for?? Dating apps like tinder are useless.....they use it to rob foreigners
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2022.01.27 21:18 sambothegoat Is anyone else not able to buy the hero

I don't know if it's just me but the hero for some reason doesn't show on the ps store, only in game and it doesn't allow me to buy it
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