2021.12.07 17:29 Fakewhiteghost I tried being more social, but now I hate it. What should I do?
Sorry for being edgy, take this with a huge sack of salt.
I understand the stereotype, I wanted to break it, to improve as a person. I tried to be more open, be funny, make jokes, make friends etc. I essentially created a whole another alter ego, a version of myself who is more social. I wanted this because everyone told me a funny loud guy is attractive, or it will compensate for my below average face and height. I was also told it's good to have as many friends as possible, to expand your social circle, keep making friends and acquintances. I'm not sure how much I succeeded. I'm far from being that funny loud guy who everyone likes, but I'm on the way.
But I absolutely hate it. And I think I would've been better if I didn't do it at all, because it all feels like a huge chore. I hate talking to the new friends I made. Like, how can they all be the same? All they talk about is hookups, dates, sports and the latest trendy thing going on. And even if I try to move the conversation, it always gets reverted. I don't hate them for it because everyone's different, but I can't seem to put up with it. It took huge amount of willpower to even approach them, getting to know them, and I knew it would be hard. But I didn't know it would be this hard to even keep them as friends. And they seem to love me, whenever I come to school, even if I decide to hide in a corner and listen to music, they pull me away to their group. If I'm just being me, they are asking why am I sad, depressed or angry.
But I don't know if I should give up either, it was a part of my self help journey and I thought something good was going to come out of it. It did, I am more comfortable talking to strangers now, but I just can't find the energy to keep this social life which is supposed to be healthy. And I hate this new me. What would you do in my situation? Would you go forward to make newer friends? Or would you give up?
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2021.12.07 17:29 K8ALIFA 2017 AMG G63 For Sale
2021.12.07 17:29 Fit_Stick3951 Im (22f) speechless on what happened with him (24m). Does he actually see me as a friend?
I had this guy as a close friend in university. We use to talk about life and use to be there for one another. I’m currently taking a gap year so we are a country away texting. I stopped trusting him because of how many guys did me wrong. I just stopped replying to him. He deleted the chat after weeks of me not opening. I felt bad because he was very innocent and kind (thats what I thought). He would double text with videos and all. But my head just told me to not trust him. He texted me today by “checking upon me” and said how I never reply and asking how I have been and he lied by saying he was studying and I figured he was at the club, smoking and drinking by him sending videos and saying “I’lll be honest”. I NEVER expected him to be like that. He is completely honest with me most times. His parents sent him there to study but he was in a club at midnight. So I told him to go home. He told me “i’ll go home early for you today” and sent me videos of going home even his apartment lol. I felt disrespected and felt like I have a value of a side chick that he texts whenever he in the club or feels lonely and i never responded again. He apologized once he got home and i never responded again. What does he mean by this? Does he have feelings for me or like completely trying to play with my feelings?
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2021.12.07 17:29 allheroesfading Is this Ethan?
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2021.12.07 17:29 Seymonsters A Very Basic Space Program | Episode 37 | KSP RSS/RO/RP-1
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2021.12.07 17:29 disgruntledemployeex How to approach sick leave from work.
I've suffered with me tap health for a while now and it gets worse this time of year. I've lost 5 relatives since 2019, ended back up on antidepressants and anti anxiety meds. I've been having some problems at work and now my partner of 15 years has left. I'm facing losing the house and everything in it. I only work 28 hours a week and now claim universal credit since being single. I wake up in the morning after struggling to sleep and bad dreams feeling suicidal and have been using opiates to get out of bed and get to work, my tolerance has gone through the roof, I'm getting angry at everyone and my stress levels are at my limits, i allways have a stomach upset and headache. I'm a forklift operator and dont feel safe operating it lately. I want to go on the sick for a while to try and come off the opiates and get my mind set right without getting wound up every day. I'd like some advice on my rights as an employee, how do i apply to go on the sick and will I still get universal credit?
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2021.12.07 17:29 Bandit05494 Looking for job at local greenhouse as an assistant - I would really love this job, but I am not the best at writing resumes. Any help is greatly appreciated!
2021.12.07 17:29 UnderCraft_383 My snowgrave route experience
2021.12.07 17:29 MacaroniRager250 diep.io/#165326002B4C35ED30
2021.12.07 17:29 Equivalent-Dot2072 Create Your Own BEP20 Token in Binance Smart Chain Network
I came across a website where you can generate your own BEP20 token on the Binance Smart Chain network. Quite successful. There are also other Blockchain networks available. I suggest you review it.
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2021.12.07 17:29 IDmeproblemsupports Healings
2021.12.07 17:29 thatcarguy01 Rivian Has Started Deliveries of Non-Employee R1T Pickups
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2021.12.07 17:29 Gingamonk86 Ok, maybe this run will be a bit better.
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2021.12.07 17:29 ball_soup fandestarsyy
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2021.12.07 17:29 melikoxu Is it just me or is reddit broken?
2021.12.07 17:29 transnochator Solving anxiety
So, I wanted to post something I've been thinking about my anxiety -performance anxiety in particular.
I've been practicing meditation and yoga for close to two years, so I feel I am in a place where I can engage in breathing consciously.
However, I've discovered that since I've started having regular fits of ED -a few months ago-, I am still running on old habits when I think about anxiety.
Constantly, throughout the day, I think of ways of solving my anxiety, of finding thoughts and feelings that will alleviate it. What I've discovered is that this very practice is making me nervous and anxious, so, when the time of intimacy comes, I'm still tangled in old thought loops regardless of my experience with meditation.
From what I've understood, the most effective and real way of dealing with ED is relaxing; and I feel I am not relaxing because I am all the time thinking of killing my anxiety; in turn, this anxiety ends up killing my boner.
I wanted to see if anyone else has gone through this and what type of strategies/practices helped you
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2021.12.07 17:29 TheBigWhiteDog Why Can’t Morrowind Save Files?
This is really frustrating i can’t save any files whenever i want to it just tells me.
Unable to complete operation due to failure renaming temp file Temp file remains.
Continue running executable?
whenever i clicked yes its still running but when i go to load there no saved game files!
but when i click no it stops running the game!
is there a solution to this problem
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2021.12.07 17:29 Workmen Hmm, why do I get the feeling that by "indiscriminate" they mean "the populations of Africa, Asia and South America unless they're white"?
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2021.12.07 17:29 memorylanepr Navajo Warrior K'aa lani (Many Arrows) circa 1903.
2021.12.07 17:29 dzija what gets you banned in chat?
is it calling the devs rtards or other players rtards??
why cant i report a fker that instant messaged me with racial slurs while i cant speak the truth in chat?
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2021.12.07 17:29 garyfromscotland Foaming planet with Collectable bubbles
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2021.12.07 17:29 Sokol84 1796 George Washington vs Thomas Jefferson results
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2021.12.07 17:29 UnknownUnemployed !!!HERCULES LISTED!!! Check my OpenSea profile !!! Some have been completely sold out. Hurry to complete the collection!!! !!!ROAD MAP IN COMMENT!!! Follow me on social media !!!
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2021.12.07 17:29 steuby Nest Doorbell (Battery) Not Locking to Mount
I got my first Nest Doorbell (Battery) on Black Friday and installed it this past weekend. So far it's functioning great, but I'm having an issue with the doorbell not properly attaching to the mount. It's secured enough that it's not going to fall to the ground, but you can pull the doorbell straight up and off the mount without the provided tool. The little round button at the top of the back of the doorbell that moves in and out with the tool is functioning, but for whatever reason isn't keeping the doorbell secure enough to prevent it from simply being pulled off.
Has anyone encountered this? Do you have any tips to make it stay or connect to the mount better?
Thanks for any help you can provide!
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