Unwanted, unloved, and useless

2021.12.06 18:03 SomePanic1793 Unwanted, unloved, and useless

I've had suicidal thoughts since I was 12. 11 years later I still feel like there's really no point in going on. I was doing a lot better before the pandemic. I actually had friends and was earning money and going on trips. Now, I lost all my friends, I lost my job, and I'm relying on my parents now thanks to being broke. I've told them about my suicidal thoughts and my self harm addiction in a desperate cry for help, and they usually brush it off and threaten to either kill themselves with me or submit me in a mental hospital. They have never taken me seriously. I have an eating addiction and anxiety, so no matter what I really want to do to end this fucking pain, I get too scared and back off and end up stuffing my fucking fat face instead while they're still looking over my shoulder and laughing at my weight. Today I had yet another argument with them because I'm on my period and in pain and they think I'm faking it. So the argument escalated until I left. I just feel so empty. I keep wondering if at some point I'll ever get better. I've been so fucking sick in the head for so long and I just want it to stop. Before I would tell myself that I still have so much to experience and that would be my strength to carry on. Now this pandemic is making me realize I probably won't be able to experience them anyway. I'm still a virgin, never been in a relationship, never left the country, never had a truly best friend, and haven't been hugged in for fucking ever. I'm so tired all the time and nighttime makes me anxious. At this point I want to turn my car on in the garage and fucking end it all. I've never been so tired before. I want to sleep all the time. But I'm too scared to die. I just want to be fucking hugged and shown that I can be loved for once.
submitted by SomePanic1793 to Suicidal_Thoughts [link] [comments]


2021.12.06 18:03 22IB 30 years since the most destructive day in the siege of Dubrovnik by the Yugoslav Army and volunteers from neighbouring Montenegro

30 years since the most destructive day in the siege of Dubrovnik by the Yugoslav Army and volunteers from neighbouring Montenegro submitted by 22IB to europe [link] [comments]


2021.12.06 18:03 bitsnpisces ISO 2 Fred Again tix for Face Value

can do paypal FF
submitted by bitsnpisces to avesNYC_tix [link] [comments]


2021.12.06 18:03 risky02485 Quick check up on brighouse

Bus way home, going through brighouse and tons of police just went past. Mind filling me in when you find out?
submitted by risky02485 to CasualUK [link] [comments]


2021.12.06 18:03 scott_c86 A different era

A different era submitted by scott_c86 to kitchener [link] [comments]


2021.12.06 18:03 iowaguy82 Hosting cum dump Today at 530 in west Des Moines M4m. You fuck my ass cum and leave. If interested email me at londonfog1776@yahoo.com

submitted by iowaguy82 to desmoinesr4r [link] [comments]


2021.12.06 18:03 AppleMonster_ Al-Qurain Martyr's house is the home of a gruesome battle lasting 10 long hours between invading Iraqi troops and a group of Kuwait freedom fighters called the Al-Massilah group. The battle took place on February 24th, 1991, during the Iraq occupation of Kuwait. ~32 Iraqis killed, 12 Kuwaitis killed

Al-Qurain Martyr's house is the home of a gruesome battle lasting 10 long hours between invading Iraqi troops and a group of Kuwait freedom fighters called the Al-Massilah group. The battle took place on February 24th, 1991, during the Iraq occupation of Kuwait. ~32 Iraqis killed, 12 Kuwaitis killed submitted by AppleMonster_ to Damnthatsinteresting [link] [comments]


2021.12.06 18:03 BaronRed1 Customer support

Can anyone tell me how long it takes to get a response from customer support?
How long is the usual email response time?
submitted by BaronRed1 to FTXOfficial [link] [comments]


2021.12.06 18:03 giftdraws Hmmmmm....what could this mean???

Hmmmmm....what could this mean??? submitted by giftdraws to DragonballLegends [link] [comments]


2021.12.06 18:03 Nice-Lifeguard-6794 We're going through a new dip and most alts seem to be dumping just a bit and now it looks like the best time to get into more

I'm looking for new investments to get into, not just looking for any random coin out there, I want to something profitable and that can offer more than just a coin, what you got?
submitted by Nice-Lifeguard-6794 to defi [link] [comments]


2021.12.06 18:03 CitizensOfTheWomb What would you recommend from this list?

This is a gift for my husband for a special occasion. He only drinks scotch occasionally as anything good is a bit pricey but I have the following options at work and I get a discount. Any recommendations are greatly appreciated.
Balvenie Caribbean Cask 14
Dalwhinnie 15
GlenDronach 12
Glenfiddich 12
Hibiki Japanese Harmony
Macallan 12
submitted by CitizensOfTheWomb to Scotch [link] [comments]


2021.12.06 18:03 ZAKERYRecords "You Make It So Easy. (Alternative Version)" by ZAKERY.

Pre-Order for "You Make It So Easy. (Alternative Version)" by ZAKERY is out now! Releasing with alternative artwork from the original as well! 😯
Available now on cassette and/or Bundled with the original release! gulfsparecords.bandcamp.com/album/you-make-it-so-easy-alternative-version
https://preview.redd.it/bono33p6lz381.png?width=3000&format=png&auto=webp&s=2e6f4cae321bdd8e7ff116d30ff315640bd2151d
submitted by ZAKERYRecords to BandCamp [link] [comments]


2021.12.06 18:03 Drexlore Wake Forest RB Ahmani Marshall has entered the transfer portal

Rushed for 121 yards in two seasons with the Demon Deacons.
Source
Made with the /CFB Recruiting Post Generator
submitted by Drexlore to CFB [link] [comments]


2021.12.06 18:03 carrymezaddy PSA: please post more than one photo of your fur babies. They are all adorable and I’d love to see more. That is all.

submitted by carrymezaddy to cats [link] [comments]


2021.12.06 18:03 VFDan found this in the Snowsgiving Discord server

found this in the Snowsgiving Discord server submitted by VFDan to onejoke [link] [comments]


2021.12.06 18:03 lutra360 Which art style do you prefer for a thriller webtoon? Painterly (A) vs Flat (B)

submitted by lutra360 to webtoon [link] [comments]


2021.12.06 18:03 ILoveFNAF2000 I made Slendrina in gacha, rate.

I made Slendrina in gacha, rate. submitted by ILoveFNAF2000 to GachaClub [link] [comments]


2021.12.06 18:03 MiserableBrick2902 30F norovirus

Household just caught norovirus. For the last 2 days we’ve been vomiting etc. Now that we’re over the vomiting on day 3 we both have headaches that pound when we move and don’t get better with Tylenol. Is this type of headache normal with the norovirus?
submitted by MiserableBrick2902 to AskDoctorSmeeee [link] [comments]


2021.12.06 18:03 Radioleboi Gemini Promo Code 2022 - $10 BTC

Hello Reddit, here is a Gemini Promo Code. This is a working 2022 coupon code promotion is for $10 Bitcoin after spending $100. This is the best Gemini Network promo sign up bonus code! I really appreciate the referral!
https://www.gemini.com/share/m7zd87lf7
Gemini is one of the oldest exchanges in crypto starting 2014 by the same people who originally helped Mark Zuckerberg start FB, the Winklevoss twins. This coupon code is good globally including USA, Singapore, UK, and many more. If you are seeing a promo code for $50 or $150 its a scam, you can check buy googling https://www.gemini.com/refer-a-friend this is the only bonus they offer. This is genuinely the best working bonus Gemini offers. Gemini also has interest bearing crypto accounts to earn up to an additional 8% per year on your crypto. Thank you again reddit stranger for the referral promo, please let me know if you have any questions.
submitted by Radioleboi to coingecko [link] [comments]


2021.12.06 18:03 PapaJohnsBiceps got banned for 2 months for DCing during an unrated game... y tho?

Unrated is supposed to be casual right? or do you find me unworthy of the mode if I don't have a stable game at all times :/
submitted by PapaJohnsBiceps to VALORANT [link] [comments]


2021.12.06 18:03 YTLinkerBot Adam Carolla Talks Comedy and His New Daily Wire Show | A Bee Interview

Adam Carolla Talks Comedy and His New Daily Wire Show | A Bee Interview submitted by YTLinkerBot to YTCC [link] [comments]


2021.12.06 18:03 OldenWeddellSeal COVID vaccine mandate announced for NYC private-sector workers, new requirements for kids

COVID vaccine mandate announced for NYC private-sector workers, new requirements for kids submitted by OldenWeddellSeal to TheRealNoNewNormal [link] [comments]


2021.12.06 18:03 Flower_27 True?

True? submitted by Flower_27 to dankmemes [link] [comments]


2021.12.06 18:03 CryptoClan1 Quant Network (QNT) The ECB To Use Quant?!

Quant Network (QNT) The ECB To Use Quant?! submitted by CryptoClan1 to QuantNetwork [link] [comments]


2021.12.06 18:03 Numbuh-274 The sound of pain...

The sound of pain... submitted by Numbuh-274 to MxRMods [link] [comments]


http://salonbarbos.ru