I'm sick of trying to make money and failing.

2021.10.26 01:35 Material_Accident_40 I'm sick of trying to make money and failing.

I basically ruined my life by trying (and failing) to monetize any hobby or skill I have. "Stop focusing on the money, increase your skills, your value blah blah blah". But I'm so tired of feeling that everything I do is worthless, not valuable.
I used to love many things when I was younger. I was creative, curious, just for the sake of learning and making. I spent hours studying, drawing, trying new things, and I loved it. Now the thought of drawing or coding or anything really makes me physically sick, because I see this gap between me and professionals, and I know no matter what I make it will be worthless. Nobody will like it or want to hire me. I tried so many times and failed. Why bother adding to the oversaturated pile of shit that today's market is?
I lost the ability to enjoy things for enjoyment's sake. I feel guilty when I'm not trying to learn "marketable" skills, and then I'm feeling despair when I fail to actually make money from them. Because I'm just not good enough.
I don't want a lot. I just want to find something to make a living in case I loose my current job (very likely in near future). I want to help my family and spend more time with them. If I had money, I wouldn't have to live far away from them (no work in my city). I just feel that I reprel money or opportunities. I see people who are just starting out making good money, and I spent years trying to make it, and still get nowhere. I feel inherently damaged, incapable of making it work.
And I can't just give it up and relax, because I lost ability to enjoy things as well. When I try to have fun, I feel guilty, because I need to be working on my skills/looking for ways to make money.
Any advice? Thanks in advance.
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